Tentang dia..

Kenapa, mengapa, bagaimana, dimana, n siapa.. Dia lah. Kenapa b suka dia? Kenapa b sayang dia? Y y n y..?? Banyak benda yang perlu b fikir tentang dia. Tentang mase depan b n masa depan bersama. My age da almost 25. Almost but not yet. Bila agak² nya b na nak get married ae? Ouh, susah na bagi jawapan. Nak tunggu b stable? Nak tunggu ade rezeki or ade jodoh? Ntah la. Semuanya terletak di tangan Allah SWT kan?

B sangat jauh dengan dia. Kadang², kejauhan mengajar b banyak perkara. Sabar, being alone when see other people bahagia je kua same², berdikari (chewah ;p ) n lotsa thing.. b takde la na hope 100% kat dia. But since b kenal dia, I've change a lot. In good terms la dot. Heheh. B jadi berani bersuara untuk tegakkan hak b. B berani bersuara untuk diri b supaya orang lain tak buli b. Dulu b salu kena buli. Siyes. Not physically, but mentally. Sakit k. Allah je la yang tau cane b nya low self esteem dulu because of being bullied. But he's the one yang banyak bagi b moral support. Cumanya, kadang² dia pon sengal. Cant denied. But since da couple, b kena time dia seadanya n dia pon same. Nobody perfect kan?

To be honest, b bersyukur yg our relationship da almost 4 years. Gado kecik² tu cam biasa la. *btw, dulu b bukan kaki gado k. Im peace lover. hahahah. Hopefully everything will go smoothly. Dugaan banyak. Bukan takde langsung. Either in my side or his side. Same je. Tp xpe, b time if tu sume dugaan. Tambah plak b ni jenis yg sangat manje n nak melese je, i mean nak manje la.. Hahah. Tapi dia jauh. Ouh God. Mesti orang laen ingat bile b jalan sorang², b ni tade bf or tade org nak. Ahahah. But its oke. Da biasa. Susah kan couple long distance? But the best part is when u da lame sangat ta jumpa, n then meet up, ouhh..I dunno how to explain the feeling. Weeeee~ Compared ngn hari² jumpa pon bosan kan? Da kawen lagi la. Ehehehe. Jauh2 dulu, Dekat2 kemudian. ;p

Lotsa things jugak b nak cite bout this guy. Camne sabarnya dia ngan kerenah b. Hurm. Thanx bb for the good effort in terms of time, care, moni n love. Evendo at first b ngn dia cam different sangat, b try sesuaikan diri. B try jadi ape yg dia comfort. It doesnt mean b tipu diri sendiri to be what he want me to be, but its more then sacrifice. Lagipon b agak flexible. Not lalang. N lame kelamaan, b bley time minat dia. B faham n b bley support ape yg dia minat. N dia pon banyak change fashion b. Kalau bley as simple as i can. B pakai tshirt kat umah je kua pon dia ta kesa. Janji b comfort. Dari b beriya² sangat, dia ase cam semak. Hahhah. But now b da change a lot. Much better. N nampaknye dia ta kesa. Dia bole terima. Gurls, u knoe... ;p

So, oke la. B just nak cite a lil bit bout him. My other half, Syed Qamarul Bahrain Syed Nasir. I just want him to knoe how much dat i appreciate what he had done to me sepanjang we all been together. Love ya.. xoxo